First Light Forum Master

That's right guys, I'm the first person to sign up for the first light forum. How cool am I? Okay... so maybe it isn't open, technically and the only reason I'm signed up is because Rob told me, and the fact that being in a forum usually makes you a bigger loser than before.... I just want to be cool!
Rob wants people to go to his website because he worked hard on it
http://www.geocities.com/firstlight_music/main

Why don't you go eat some pizza and brownies?

Girls get to be my heroes today.
Heather talked to me even though she had lots of homework.
Rachel wrote her blog like me.
Court got me lots of yummy candies.
I've been like crap the past couple of days.
Still don't know what my problem was for sure.
Don't even know if its done for sure.
I'm mentally unstable.
Like a horse.
I should be writing a paper.
Chris, do I get to go to your house on the 24/25/26th?
I should quit eating candy.
I've been trying to learn how to juggle.
I can do it but not in one place.
I'm not all over the place, I just have to keep watching forward.
I swept and cleaned a lot today.
I didn't go yesterday because it was so pretty outside.
I spent the time not work and learning on my computer.
No one was avaliable to go to the park with me.
I wanted to go to the park.
Courtney loves me.
I love Courtney.
Sour Patch Kids rock me in my face and nether regions.
Some kid pooped in the community showers so I don't have visitation anymore.
It was nice while it lasted.
I'm going to call Chris.
It's ringing.
I talked to him.
The converstation lasted for ten minutes and fifty-two seconds.
I like Chris.
He can join today's list of heroes.
I think I'll finish my paper now.
Game over.

worst dreams ever.

This is a secret message, I dare you to crack it. Bwahahaha.
So, long time no post, eh?
I don't like to write and I rarely have anything significant to say.
I had two terrible dreams last night. I had another Courtney cursing dream. This time I cried for like thirty minutes in my dream. It was awful. The other my roommate Andrew tried to rape/murder me in my own bed. This one was really scary because in my dream I woke up so I thought I was really awake and he was doing this, but then I woke up again. Andrew cursed in my dream. He doesn't curse. I don't know what my problem is with people cursing in my dream. I don't even think about it happening anymore. I used to be really paranoid that Court was going to accidently curse but I thought I'd gotten over that.
Today's church service was insane. The pastor at the Ridgecrest Baptist Church in St. Charles is rediculous. The sermon was about creation. He believes in progressive-creation. That is where the 6 days of creation took hundreds of millions of years because God is outside of time. This isn't really that crazy of an idea but he was presenting it as fact and the only way it could have happened. He also said that it was okay to believe in the big bang theory if you believe that God caused it.
On Friday I took Court to my grandparent's house. My cousin was there with some of her friends. We drove around on 4-wheelers in the forest. Ate lots of yummy foods. Met myself. One of her friends was exactly like me. Scary huh? It was muddy. We played frizbee. I left two of them there. I didn't mean to.
I want to go to culinary school but it's expensive.
I don't know what to do with my life.
I'm reading again.
It has been years since I last read a book.
I ordered some online.
The shipping was twice as much as the cost of the books.
Court and I had pizza today.
I went to schnucks to deposit a check at the bank of america there.
I forgot the check.
I bought some fruit snacks.
I can't believe my roommate tried to rape me.
I'm supposed to sweep my dorm sometime today.
I listened to Vanessa today for the first time since we broke up.
I didn't mean to.
I was lookin at my most played songs list and fell on the enter key.
She makes me sad now.
I'm listening to enya now.
It's been quite a while since I've heard her too.
My most played song is I haven't tried it by Piebald.
I've listened to it sixty-two times.
Thats three hours, thirty-three minutes and forty-six seconds.
I think.
I think I'm done.
Have a nice Valentine's Day.