worst dreams ever.

This is a secret message, I dare you to crack it. Bwahahaha.
So, long time no post, eh?
I don't like to write and I rarely have anything significant to say.
I had two terrible dreams last night. I had another Courtney cursing dream. This time I cried for like thirty minutes in my dream. It was awful. The other my roommate Andrew tried to rape/murder me in my own bed. This one was really scary because in my dream I woke up so I thought I was really awake and he was doing this, but then I woke up again. Andrew cursed in my dream. He doesn't curse. I don't know what my problem is with people cursing in my dream. I don't even think about it happening anymore. I used to be really paranoid that Court was going to accidently curse but I thought I'd gotten over that.
Today's church service was insane. The pastor at the Ridgecrest Baptist Church in St. Charles is rediculous. The sermon was about creation. He believes in progressive-creation. That is where the 6 days of creation took hundreds of millions of years because God is outside of time. This isn't really that crazy of an idea but he was presenting it as fact and the only way it could have happened. He also said that it was okay to believe in the big bang theory if you believe that God caused it.
On Friday I took Court to my grandparent's house. My cousin was there with some of her friends. We drove around on 4-wheelers in the forest. Ate lots of yummy foods. Met myself. One of her friends was exactly like me. Scary huh? It was muddy. We played frizbee. I left two of them there. I didn't mean to.
I want to go to culinary school but it's expensive.
I don't know what to do with my life.
I'm reading again.
It has been years since I last read a book.
I ordered some online.
The shipping was twice as much as the cost of the books.
Court and I had pizza today.
I went to schnucks to deposit a check at the bank of america there.
I forgot the check.
I bought some fruit snacks.
I can't believe my roommate tried to rape me.
I'm supposed to sweep my dorm sometime today.
I listened to Vanessa today for the first time since we broke up.
I didn't mean to.
I was lookin at my most played songs list and fell on the enter key.
She makes me sad now.
I'm listening to enya now.
It's been quite a while since I've heard her too.
My most played song is I haven't tried it by Piebald.
I've listened to it sixty-two times.
Thats three hours, thirty-three minutes and forty-six seconds.
I think.
I think I'm done.
Have a nice Valentine's Day.