the never ending pointlessness of a boy's life

a sorry attempt to express the inner depths of my enigmatical mind. enjoy.

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Location: Springfield, Missouri, United States

I'm 20. I am 6 feet and 2 inches tall. I am a boy. I am going to college. It is in St. Charles. I am going to major in multimedia design. That means I get to play with pictures on Adobe Photoshop. Fun Fun. More to come when I get creative.

10.25.2004

Computah Time

Here I am sitting and waiting for my teacher to show up. Not much to say though. I really do not like Mac computers. I really don't understand them. I wish I could bring my computer to class every day and hook it up to these 20 some inch monitors. That would be cool. I'd prolly be tempted to play games though. Piebald is going to go on tour again. I don't know if they are coming anywhere close to here though. Guess I can find out. I'll go do that. I hope everyone has/had a nice day, depends on when you read this. I like to accomidate for all.

10.22.2004

Dark City

I saw part of a movie last night where these crazy psychic people would put everyone in this city asleep and then change stuff. They would put buildings where buildings weren't supposed to be and give poor people huge mansions and all sorts of crazy stuff. In order to pull this off though they had to inject new memories into people. It was a crazy movie. It also kind of happened to me today.
I was driving to Bolivar to go to my dentist. They have been doing lots of road construction so it was a little different everytime I went. This time it was completely different. The road that I turn off on was at a stop light right before a bridge well, today that que of objects never occured. There was only a bridge so I didn't turn. Well, that was where I was supposed to turn so I had to turn around only to find out that you can't get there from the other side because the bridge isn't working so I had to go several miles in the wrong direction to get to a point where I could get to the other side of the road so I could go to my stupid dentist.
The rest of the ride was safe and uneventful. The rest of my day has been uneventful. I ate pizza at a place that I think is secretly little ceasers. it was crazy, K-razy (that was for court).
I saw Josh today for like the first time in forever. His mohawk was sweet. I wish I had one. Glad I didn't drop out of college to because buddhist though. I don't understand that kid sometimes.
I don't think I have much else to say. I made next semesters schedule up today. That was fun. My parents don't like the way I dress. Court voted for some demicrats.

10.14.2004

Courtney is the dumbest girl in the world

I only made that my title because she's watching me. I don't even think that. She's definately not the dumbest girl in the world, surely there is someone out there dumber than her, she can be the second dumbest girl in the world.
I can't really think of anything exciting going on in my life. I am going to my grandparent's house this weekend to make applebutter. MMM mmm. Next weekend I am going to my house to go to the dentist.
I don't have any money again. That's okay, I don't have anything to buy. I did buy some new shoes, however, they are super cool. They are Vans classic slip-ons. They are black and white checkerboard. Wee. Everyone should envy me.
I am sorry that I haven't posted in forever. I don't come to the computer lab and the internet is always super slow in the dorms. Besides, nothing ever happens to me.
I am going to see Animal Farm tonight with Court. It better not be crap. Guess I don't really mind, it was free. This is boring. I'm sorry. I don't know what to say.
My homosexual roomate came home at two this moring drunk. What a great guy. What's worse is that later I saw him watching MTV. GROSS!
I got my grades, 2 Cs, a B, and two As, gooo mee. The Cs are in English and Drawing, I can't draw and I don't like my teacher. Are those good excuses. I'm going to have to work harder I reccon. Oh well, it's all good baby.
Courtney's family is so weird, they sent her another card. "We miss you so much" "Can you burn my a CD?" They are a bunch of weirdos I'm glad my family isn't like that.
Courtney came up with a new name for herself. She's almost as weird as her family.
My roommate Chris finally scored a date. He says there is this attractive girl in his CCl class that had been talking to him. One day she asked him what they had to do for the class and he said we have to go to the play. She was like oh, when and where is that? Being as smooth as he is he was like its at Rhoemer, I'm not sure when, but we could go together. She was like sure, that would be fun. And so they are going together. They have even been talking on the phone, for a long time, oh and he gets to take her to the homecoming dance. Go number two!
I think that that is all I know, am I forgeting anything? Let me know.

10.06.2004

Computer Lab

So here I am sitting in the computer lab, waiting for class to start. He is always late. They page isn't loading all of the way. I have nothing at all to say. Well... teach came in. I think its time to go. Sorry for being so dreadfully boring.

10.04.2004

Happy half birthday to me

That's right you guys who didn't call me, today is my half birthday. I know who my true friends are now, me and only me. No one else cares. Court didn't even know. So thanks guys, thanks a lot.
To continue yesterday's story about the day before yesterday, We went good will shopping, I found a shirt, it says biked it - liked it Macknac Michigan, it is a shade of blue. Very cool and only two bucks. After the Goodwill we went to the mall. At KB Toys I purchases Gambit. He has 35 different parts of him that bend. He is Suh-Wheeet! I played with him the entire time we were at the mall. Made the mall fun it did. When we were done with the mall we headed back to school to eat dinner. They were having a BBQ so we went to old St. Charles and ate at a pizza place, it was yummy. I don't remember what happened after that.
Sunday wasn't too exciting, the church I had picked out freaked Court out so we didn't go. I tought her about the old testement over lunch though. That was fun.
Just found out my Vanessa isn't coming to MO on her tour. I'd have to drive to Chicago to see her. Anybody want to come with me? Tickets are 16.5o and it's on the 22, we'll prolly have to skip our friday classes because door open at 6. Lemme know if you'll come with me. Time to go to class again, have a fun time.

10.03.2004

add a 1 and it's Halloween

It's Sunday morn. and I'm ready for church. Going to Riverside Community Church (it's Southern Baptist). I got ready a little to fast so I thought I'd drop a quick post. Here we go.
Yesterday Court and I missed the Lindenwood brunch so we had to go out to eat. I took her to Subway after driving around for a while. They were playing the most disgusting of hip-hop while we were there. I informed Court that we wouldn't be eating our sandwiches in here so we went and ate in my car. Oh, so, they wouldn't accept credit or debit cards so Court had to pay with a check (her first one). They forgot to add on the medium drink but luckily instead of having to write another check she let us have it for free. Wee. So out the door we went and thats when all he-double hockey sticks broke loose. (is that a bad phrase for me to say, because if it is I take it back, better yet, changing it to heck, just in case, thought double hockey stick was cooler) I'm really not sure what set me off exactly, probably had something to do with the hip-hop, it does that to me. Anyway, I yelled at Court hardcore, hard hardcore. I don't know what happened to me. I just lost it. It was really dumb too. She just wanted to go back inside because it was cold and I complained because she got some soup on my car. She begins sniffling and me being the great boyfriend that I am ignore her and continue eating my sandwich. I notice that she has used quite a few napkins and was shaking violently. All of my I know I'm right, macho, don't try to get me to say I'm sorry attitude was decentigrated and I took her hand and hugged her. He waterworks kicked on "profusely." She cried for a while, I held her in different positions, I apoligized a number of times. She got mascera on my I Heart Hilary Duff shirt. Uh-oh, time for church, more on this story later.

10.01.2004

David Finally Posts.

Everybody look at me. Look at what I am doing. Is everyone proud of me? I'm even doing it from my own computer. Gooooo meeeee! Too bad I don't really have anything to talk about.
The night before last I went to the library with Court. Our library is a huge labryth with like six sets of stairs in random places and walls of books that don't end. I was darting in and out of these walls and managed to elude Court. I went down a different flight of steps and found her on the lower floor, back turned to me. So, of course I sneak up and scare her with one of my "dinosaur" noises. Unfortunately, to a shock that scared me more than what I did her she slipped an OMG. I was possitivly devistated and just turned around and walked off supressing my rage and complete sadness. I went and "hid" in one of the study cubbies and to avoid crying I got a book to read. After about ten minutes I took enough control over myself to not tear up so I put the book back and just sat there for what seemed like an hour but was probably closer to only ten. I got up and walked on the opposite side of the library of Court and looked to see if she was still there. She was. I couldn't face her, not yet anyway. So, for another twenty minutes I looked at the Complete Unabridged Webster Dictionary. Wowzers, we have a lot of words. I couldn't really concentrate on them though. When I looked again, Court was gone, it was time to escape. As I left the library I saw Court at the counter, I snuck by. I continued straight to my dorm and then straight to bed. I'm pretty sure it was seven something. I laid there, clothes on, face mashed into pillow. I'm glad no one asked me if I was okay. I'm sure I would have cried and none of my roommates would understand my predicament. After a while of waiting my cell phone rings. IGNORE. It rings again. IGNORE. And for three. IGNORE. Chris (roommate one) asked me who kept calling and I said Court. He responded with sweet, or awesome or something, which was a prefered response. Unfortunately after that she called the dorm. Chris answered and told her I was asleep. I'm not sure if he really thought I was asleep or if he knew I didn't want to talk to her, but it doesn't really matter because he gave in to her sad angelic voice. He also enjoys doing mean things to me, like waking me up. So he violently thrashed me with the pillow that he ripped out from under me and said DAVID! PHONE! So inevitably I answered it. Court begged for firgiveness and said she didn't mean to. I couldn't say more than one word at a time because I didn't want to break down into tears. I eventually agreed to letting her see me so I got up and went outside and waited for her. She showed up on the edge of tears and sat down next to me, telling me how sorry she was and how awful she felt. She then told me that she got me something. While opening her purse she said, you might not want it now because it will make you think of me. It was her perfume, she wanted me to squirt a little on my pillow so that "she would be there" when I slept. It was a wonderful nice thing. Then we went to my car and we talked. I forgave her the sixty times she asked and wasn't upset anymore but I was still increbibly sad. So she held me and I her. She cried, I didn't. I told her I wasn't going to break up with her and that I didn't love her any less. And the recovering process has begun. I'm not sure how long it will take me to stuff it in the back of my head and never think of it again, a year or two perhaps. And thats the end of that.
I'm doing much better know, I happy cheery David again. I get wooshes of terror from time to time when I remember the dreadful event.
I don't have classes today, thats always fun, I think this might be the last time though. Midterm is comin up soon, I really need to check into that. Thanks for reminding me guys. I think I'm going to go play video games and wait for lunch time. You kids have a nice National Smile Day day.